Lately, I have been in this weird mood. It is hard to describe. It might be that the family and I have not been back to a normal schedule since I have been back. I am restless. Not only am I restless to find answers about Trinity, I am restless in my situation. I am ready for more in my life. I feel as though I am on the end of a diving board ready to jump in the pool that is my life. Maybe this feeling is coming on because I spend my spare time with friends who are all older, who are living "normal" lives. Or maybe I feel like this because I am spending almost all of my time with children. I feel like I'm in limbo, hanging in the balance between lives. I am ready for the next step in life, whatever that maybe. Now I wait and pray that God will guide me. But, also I need to pray for peace in my restlessness.
Be still and know that I am God. My body is still, but my soul is restless. Lord help me be calm, and stand in your presence with reverence and confidence. You are God, and my life is yours, do with it what you will, I am here to worship you.
Peace
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